Why You Keep Sabotaging New Relationships (Your Enneagram Knows)
(Updated: 8/15/2025)
Three dates in. Everything's perfect. Then you do it again.
That thing. Your thing.
The pattern that kills every promising connection before it can bloom.
Maybe you:
- Pick apart their flaws until attraction dies (Type 1)
- Give so much you lose yourself entirely (Type 2)
- Perform so hard you forget to actually connect (Type 3)
Youâre not broken. Youâre just running an unconscious program installed in childhood.
The Enneagram reveals these hidden patternsâand more importantly, how to break them.
The Early Relationship Graveyard: Where Good Connections Go to Die
Type | Your Sabotage Pattern | What It Looks Like | The Unconscious Fear |
---|---|---|---|
1 | Perfection paralysis | Mental scorecard of flaws | âIf itâs not perfect, Iâll be disappointedâ |
2 | Self-abandonment | Becoming whoever they need | âIf I have needs, theyâll leaveâ |
3 | Performance anxiety | Dating resume instead of presence | âIf they see the real me, Iâm not enoughâ |
4 | Intensity addiction | Creating drama for connection | âOrdinary love isnât real loveâ |
5 | Emotional fortress | Analyzing feelings to death | âIf I open up, Iâll be consumedâ |
6 | Trust terrorism | Testing until they fail | âEveryone eventually betraysâ |
7 | Depth avoidance | Keeping it light forever | âIf we go deep, Iâll feel trappedâ |
8 | Vulnerability armor | Dominating to stay safe | âIf I soften, Iâll be hurtâ |
9 | Identity erasure | Merging into them | âIf I assert myself, theyâll leaveâ |
You Might Be Sabotaging IfâŠ
- Youâve had the same relationship ending multiple times with different people
- Friends can predict exactly how your relationships will implode
- You feel like youâre watching yourself destroy something good
- Your dating life is Groundhog Day with different faces
- You know what youâre doing wrong but canât stop
The truth? These patterns protected you once. Now theyâre prison bars.
Type 1 - The Perfectionist: When Standards Become Sabotage
The Childhood Download
Love had conditions. Good behavior earned affection. Mistakes brought withdrawal.
Now you date with a clipboard, checking boxes, noting infractions.
The adult pattern: Seeking the perfect partner to avoid the pain of disappointment.
You Might Be a Type 1 If:
- Their grammar mistakes physically hurt you
- Youâve already planned how to âimproveâ them
- You notice whatâs wrong before whatâs right
- You give feedback disguised as âhelpful suggestionsâ
- Perfect first dates still feel somehow lacking
Your Dating Kryptonite
The inner critic on steroids.
While theyâre sharing their dreams, youâre cataloging their split ends. While theyâre being vulnerable, youâre judging their life choices.
âGreat person, butâŠâ becomes your dating tagline.
The Mindset Shift That Changes Everything
From: âI need the perfect partnerâ
To: âI need a real partner whoâs committed to growthâ
Perfection is a myth that keeps you alone. Growth together is the real goal.
First Date Strategy for Type 1s
Choose structured spontaneity:
â Cooking classes - Mistakes become bonding moments
â Wine and paint nights - Imperfection is part of the art
â Hiking with multiple trail options - Structure with flexibility
â Fine dining - Pressure cooker for perfection
â Movies - No room for real connection
Texting hack: Set a 2-minute timer for responses. Send without editing. Let humanity show.
Vulnerability practice: Share three things youâre bad at. Watch the world not end.
The power move: On date two, deliberately show up 5 minutes late. Survive the imperfection.
Type 1s in relationships: Why you struggle with intimacy â
Type 2 - The Helper: When Giving Becomes Taking
The Childhood Download
Love required earning. Being needed meant being safe. Your worth = your service.
Now you date like an emotional EMT, rushing to rescue before checking if they need saving.
The adult pattern: Compulsive giving that creates covert contracts: âI gave you everything, now you owe me love.â
You Might Be a Type 2 If:
- You know their coffee order after one mention
- Youâve already figured out how to fix their problems
- You feel anxious when they donât need you
- You remember their stories better than your own
- Youâre exhausted but keep giving anyway
Your Dating Kryptonite
Self-abandonment disguised as love.
You become a shapeshifter, morphing into their perfect partner. But they never meet YOUâjust your performance of what you think they need.
âI donât mindâ becomes your most dangerous lie.
The Mindset Shift That Changes Everything
From: âI earn love through givingâ
To: âI deserve love for existingâ
Your value isnât in your utility. The right person loves you at rest.
First Date Strategy for Type 2s
Create mutual exchange:
â Coffee and walk - Equal conversation space
â Cooking together - Shared effort, shared result
â Board game cafĂ© - Playful competition, not caretaking
â Them venting, you solving - Not a therapy session
â You planning everything - Sets unhealthy precedent
Texting hack: Match their message length. If they send 10 words, you send 10-15. Not 100.
Vulnerability practice: When they offer help, accept it. No reciprocation required.
The power move: Share three of your needs. Ask for one to be met. Notice you donât die.
Type 2s in relationships: Learn relationship dynamics â
Type 3 - The Achiever: When Success Becomes a Shield
The Childhood Download
Love was the trophy for achievement. Report cards brought hugs. Success brought attention.
Now you date like youâre closing a deal, showcasing ROI instead of revealing your heart.
The adult pattern: Performing intimacy instead of experiencing it.
You Might Be a Type 3 If:
- Your dating profile reads like LinkedIn
- Youâve rehearsed your âcasualâ success stories
- Emotional conversations make you check your phone
- Youâre mentally calculating their market value
- Rejection feels like quarterly losses
Your Dating Kryptonite
Treating connection like a KPI.
You optimize for impressiveness: career, abs, witty banter. Meanwhile, you miss the only metric that matters: genuine emotional connection.
âI showed them my best selfââbut your best self is a hologram.
The Mindset Shift That Changes Everything
From: âI am my achievementsâ
To: âI am worthy at restâ
Your value exists between the victories. Love happens in the quiet moments.
First Date Strategy for Type 3s
Choose vulnerability over victory:
â Beginnerâs pottery class - Be bad at something together
â Food truck hopping - Keep it real, not refined
â Sunset hike - Share dreams, not spreadsheets
â Networking events - Work mode activated
â Competitive sports - Winning overtakes connecting
Texting hack: Share one failure for every success you mention.
Vulnerability practice: Admit you donât know something. Ask them to teach you.
The power move: Turn off your phone for the entire date. Success = presence, not impressiveness.
Type 3s and authenticity: Stop performing, start connecting â
Type 4 - The Individualist: When Intensity Becomes Instability
The Childhood Download
Being ordinary meant being invisible. Intensity brought attention. Drama meant connection.
Now you date like every interaction needs a soundtrack, turning coffee into cinema.
The adult pattern: Creating turbulence to confirm connection exists.
You Might Be a Type 4 If:
- Small talk feels like soul death
- Youâre discussing childhood trauma by date two
- Stable relationships feel somehow âless realâ
- Youâve ended things for being âtoo ordinaryâ
- You romanticize the ones who hurt you
Your Dating Kryptonite
Addiction to emotional intensity.
You mistake drama for depth. Chaos for connection. You create problems just to feel something.
âIf itâs not passionate, is it even real?ââYes. The mundane is where love lives.
The Mindset Shift That Changes Everything
From: âI need extraordinary loveâ
To: âOrdinary moments with the right person ARE extraordinaryâ
Real love is boring sometimes. Thatâs not emptinessâitâs peace.
First Date Strategy for Type 4s
Find depth in simplicity:
â Sunrise coffee - Beauty without orchestration
â Used bookstore browsing - Share influences naturally
â Picnic with their/your playlist - Emotional sharing through music
â Loud clubs - Forced intensity
â Group events - Canât go deep
Texting hack: Send one ordinary observation daily. âThe coffee shop played our song.â Practice finding meaning in the mundane.
Vulnerability practice: Share something happy without adding âbutâŠâ Let joy be complete.
The power move: Have an entire date without mentioning pain, melancholy, or whatâs missing. Find fullness in presence.
Type 4s and emotional regulation: From drama to depth â
Type 5 - The Investigator: When Knowledge Blocks Knowing
The Childhood Download
Knowledge meant safety. Understanding meant control. Emotions were dangerous territories where logic couldnât protect you.
Now you date like an anthropologist, studying human connection from a safe distance.
The adult pattern: Observing intimacy instead of experiencing it.
You Might Be a Type 5 If:
- Youâve researched their entire digital footprint
- You analyze chemistry instead of feeling it
- You need three days to process one feeling
- Youâd rather text than call (or meet)
- Emotional intensity makes you want to disappear
Your Dating Kryptonite
Treating emotions like academic subjects.
You understand the concept of love. Youâve read the research. You can explain attachment theory. But understanding and experiencing are different worlds.
âI need to think about how I feelââSome things are felt, not thought.
The Mindset Shift That Changes Everything
From: âI need to understand before I engageâ
To: âI can learn through experiencingâ
Analysis paralysis keeps you alone. Sometimes you have to jump before mapping the landing.
First Date Strategy for Type 5s
Engage the heart through the mind:
â Museum with discussion - Learning together
â Documentary + coffee - Ideas bridge to feelings
â Bookstore date - Share intellectual interests personally
â Loud venues - Sensory overwhelm
â Group activities - Energy drain
Texting hack: Add one feeling word to every message. âThatâs interestingâ becomes âThatâs interestingâit made me smile.â
Vulnerability practice: Share an emotion before you understand it. âI feel something but donât know what yet.â
The power move: Make eye contact for five full seconds. Donât analyze what it means.
Type 5s and emotional connection: From observer to participant â
Type 6 - The Loyalist: When Safety Becomes Suspicion
The Childhood Download
The world proved dangerous. Trust got betrayed. Safety required constant vigilance.
Now you date like a detective, gathering evidence for the betrayal youâre sure is coming.
The adult pattern: Testing loyalty until you break it.
You Might Be a Type 6 If:
- Youâve created tests they donât know theyâre taking
- Mixed signals send you into analysis spirals
- You need constant reassurance (but donât believe it)
- Youâre attracted to confidence (but suspicious of it)
- Youâve sabotaged good things to avoid being surprised by bad
Your Dating Kryptonite
Anxiety disguised as intuition.
You mistake fear for foresight. Create problems to solve them. Test until they failâthen say âI knew it.â
âSomething feels offââMaybe. Or maybe safety feels foreign.
The Mindset Shift That Changes Everything
From: âWhat if everything goes wrong?â
To: âWhat if everything goes right?â
Your fears are usually worse than reality. Trust is a choice, not a guarantee.
First Date Strategy for Type 6s
Build safety through consistency:
â Familiar coffee shop - Known environment reduces anxiety
â Mini golf - Playful but structured
â Afternoon dates - Less pressure than evening
â Surprises - Trigger hypervigilance
â Ambiguous plans - Anxiety spike
Texting hack: When anxious about their response, wait 20 minutes before reading into it. Most âsignsâ are projections.
Vulnerability practice: Share one fear without asking for reassurance. Let them choose how to respond.
The power move: Assume positive intent for one entire week. Act as if theyâre trustworthy. Notice what happens.
Type 6s and trust: From suspicion to security â
Type 7 - The Enthusiast: When Options Become Obstacles
The Childhood Download
Pain could be outrun. Sadness could be avoided. If you kept moving, difficult feelings couldnât catch you.
Now you date like youâre collecting experiences, skimming surfaces to avoid the depths where real connection lives.
The adult pattern: Mistaking variety for vitality.
You Might Be a Type 7 If:
- Youâre planning date five during date one
- Emotional conversations trigger your flight response
- Youâve ended things for being âtoo heavyâ
- FOMO is stronger than your feelings
- Boredom feels like death
Your Dating Kryptonite
Treating depth like detention.
You keep things light, fun, exciting. But connection requires going into the dark sometimes. You canât build intimacy at surface level.
âWhy so serious?ââBecause real life includes serious moments.
The Mindset Shift That Changes Everything
From: âI need constant stimulationâ
To: âThereâs adventure in going deep with one personâ
The greatest thrills require staying still. The best adventures happen internally.
First Date Strategy for Type 7s
Balance excitement with depth:
â Food festival + bench talking - Activity with pauses
â Sunset kayaking - Adventure with intimate moments
â Comedy show + late night coffee - Fun bridging to real
â Bar hopping - Too much stimulation
â Amusement parks - No space for connection
Texting hack: When you want to change subjects from something heavy, donât. Stay there one more message.
Vulnerability practice: Share one painful experience without immediately brightening it. Let sadness exist.
The power move: Have an entire date in one location. No backup plans. Find richness in limitation.
Type 7s and commitment: From FOMO to focus â
Type 8 - The Challenger: When Armor Blocks Intimacy
The Childhood Download
Vulnerability got you hurt. Weakness invited predators. Power meant safety.
Now you date in full armor, wondering why no one can reach your heart.
The adult pattern: Dominating to avoid being dominated.
You Might Be a Type 8 If:
- First dates feel like friendly combat
- You test their strength through confrontation
- Emotional conversations feel like losing
- Youâd rather be feared than vulnerable
- You protect others but wonât accept protection
Your Dating Kryptonite
Confusing vulnerability with weakness.
You show strength, intensity, passionâeverything except the soft parts that actually create intimacy.
âI donât do vulnerableââThen you donât do love.
The Mindset Shift That Changes Everything
From: âI must never show weaknessâ
To: âVulnerability is the ultimate strengthâ
Real power includes the courage to be soft. The strongest thing you can do is lower your guard.
First Date Strategy for Type 8s
Show strength through gentleness:
â Rock climbing - Trust exercises built in
â Cooking together - Collaboration not competition
â Animal shelter volunteering - Show your soft side safely
â Debate events - Triggers combat mode
â Competitive anything - Winning overtakes connecting
Texting hack: Use one emoji per message. Yes, even the heart ones. Practice emotional expression.
Vulnerability practice: Admit you need something. Donât explain why you deserve it.
The power move: Let them make every decision for one date. Practice yielding control.
Type 8s and vulnerability: The power of softness â
Type 9 - The Peacemaker: When Harmony Hides You
The Childhood Download
Having needs created conflict. Opinions caused problems. It was safer to disappear.
Now you date by becoming a mirror, reflecting what they want while losing yourself.
The adult pattern: Self-erasure disguised as easygoing.
You Might Be a Type 9 If:
- âI donât mindâ is your catchphrase
- You adopt their interests instantly
- Conflict makes you physically sick
- You canât remember disagreeing with them
- You feel invisible even when together
Your Dating Kryptonite
Disappearing into agreement.
You merge so completely thereâs no âyouâ left to love. Theyâre dating their own reflection.
âIâm just easygoingââNo, youâre hiding.
The Mindset Shift That Changes Everything
From: âMy needs create problemsâ
To: âMy truth creates connectionâ
Real harmony includes all voicesâespecially yours. Peace without presence is just absence.
First Date Strategy for Type 9s
Assert yourself gently:
â Your favorite restaurant - Share your world
â Walk in your neighborhood - Your territory, your stories
â Activity youâre good at - Show competence and preference
â âWhatever you wantâ - Stop that immediately
â Their choices only - Sets self-erasure pattern
Texting hack: Share one preference daily. âI love rainy daysâ or âI hate cilantro.â Practice having opinions.
Vulnerability practice: Disagree about something small. Maintain warmth through the difference.
The power move: Plan an entire date based on YOUR preferences. Donât ask for input. Own your choices.
Type 9s and self-assertion: From invisible to indispensable â
Breaking the Pattern: Your 30-Day Challenge
Week 1: Notice your pattern without judging. Just observe.
Week 2: Catch yourself mid-pattern. Donât change it yet. Just notice.
Week 3: Make one different choice when the pattern starts.
Week 4: Replace your old pattern with your new response.
The Universal Truth
Every type shares one fear: âIf they really knew me, theyâd leave.â
But hereâs what we miss:
The right person doesnât love you despite your typeâthey love you because of how youâve grown through it.
Your patterns arenât flaws to hide. Theyâre maps to your depth.
Your Next Move
- Identify your pattern from this guide
- Share it with someone youâre dating (yes, really)
- Practice your typeâs vulnerability exercise this week
- Notice what changes when you stop the sabotage
The early stages donât have to be a graveyard of good intentions.
You can break the pattern. You can build something real.
It starts with seeing clearlyâthen choosing differently.
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